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    08/03/2008

    折腾

     

       又是一顿翻天覆地的折腾。为响应领导的号召,我们转了关系也转了办公地点。在领导精心挑选的黄道吉日,也就是伟大的妇女劳动节这一天,我们搬进了27楼新装修的办公室。虽说地方小了点,但毕竟所有的办公用品都是新的,新的办公桌,新的电脑,新的办公环境,也无欲无求了。可是只是下降了2层楼,电梯一样很难等。

       最近总是莫名地烦燥。或许是工作的压力,或许是朋友的冷淡,或许是亲人的落寞,或许是生活的逼迫,或许是对自己不负责任的借口。倔强的态度,刺耳的话语掩饰内心的恐慌,借病逃脱。试图把自己变成工作狂却又伪装得很失败。满腹的抱怨,神经质的想法,自私的行为,像是被恶灵附体一般。让别人痛苦,也让自己痛苦。坐在电脑前无所适从,努力整理着思绪。反醒被戳穿的所谓准则和次次被错误的思维侵蚀了的大脑。一遍遍地听着老人与海,没有原因,也许是曲调让内心平静。浮现海边老人的景象,坚持也是种信念。春天来了,像一切新的生命一样,这些都只是黎明前的暴风雨。

     

     

     

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    27 June
    喔....
    很喜歡你的空間....
    繁星點點~~
    25 June
    9 June
    jing yuwrote:
    来看你了,你好久没更新了
    22 May
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    12 May
    活跃的我们
     
    25 Apr.
    豆豆 刘wrote:
    我又来了~你赶紧来看我哈 ~
    19 Apr.
    jing yuwrote:
    我来啦~~~~    好熟悉的空间
    9 Apr.
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    偷偷告诉你~我是你粉丝哈~
    亲最近还觉得压力大嘛?~^o^
    26 Mar.
    JOKESwrote:
    节日快乐,没说错吧。
    新环境新生活。
    8 Mar.
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    水晶姐换办公室拉,恭喜恭喜
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    8 Mar.
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    有了新的环境,亲爱的加油哈~^_^
    8 Mar.
    成 陈wrote:
    老人与海
    8 Mar.

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